Actually my mind are not focused this time around. It's not that i don't have work to do. I have to finished my thesis writing and also 2 papers are to be complete. i have loads to complete but i just can't concentrate. i really hate this. Is this what we call being old? But i'm just 25 and for me it's not that old, really. Hahaha. But i don't know cause right now i don't know what i want and sometimes i just don't know where my thought are. i tend to sleep when i know i have plenty of stuff to do. But what can i do, i just can't concentrate. These few days i've been trying to find that peace in myself. I tried to create the whole peace situation where I can clear my head out and really think. There are plenty of things that i need to figure to make things right. i am still searching for myself. i hope the search will respond soon. i hope that life would once be happy for me and that it remains with me. But we know, that is too truistic. There are no such thing as happily ever after. It's happen in fairy tales but in real life, i guess not. But still i want to be happy.
July 31, 2010
My Mind
Actually my mind are not focused this time around. It's not that i don't have work to do. I have to finished my thesis writing and also 2 papers are to be complete. i have loads to complete but i just can't concentrate. i really hate this. Is this what we call being old? But i'm just 25 and for me it's not that old, really. Hahaha. But i don't know cause right now i don't know what i want and sometimes i just don't know where my thought are. i tend to sleep when i know i have plenty of stuff to do. But what can i do, i just can't concentrate. These few days i've been trying to find that peace in myself. I tried to create the whole peace situation where I can clear my head out and really think. There are plenty of things that i need to figure to make things right. i am still searching for myself. i hope the search will respond soon. i hope that life would once be happy for me and that it remains with me. But we know, that is too truistic. There are no such thing as happily ever after. It's happen in fairy tales but in real life, i guess not. But still i want to be happy.
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